Don't Be Surprised

Today, after 2 1/2 hours at the easel, I threw down my brushes in frustration.

There is something larger than me at work in this process and I am not getting in touch with it.

As they say in sports, "No Score!"

I have a few other choice words, but shant share them here, tho they can be heard echoing into my yard.

Right now, I am thinking to hell with it!

Surprised? Why? Ya think I am always positive? Fagedaboudit! I am just as subject to disappointment and failure as anyone else.

It had it's way with me today, but I am darned if I will give in to it. I just need to heal a bit.